urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shewinkgold19 shewinkgold19 shewinkgold19 2006-09-18T01:37:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shewinkgold19:2513 2006-09-18T01:37:41Z 2006-09-18T01:37:41Z tv in the background So I think that I've just had one of the best weekends, that I've had in a long time. My aunt from Durham was up here visiting and we were just chilling with her reminiscing about good times and acting stupid the whole weekend. I haven't laughed so much in such awhile. It was great hearing all the old stories about my family members and learning new things that I never knew before. Hearing them talk about people who were around before my time. Eating my grandmother's cooking. I've never been so full. She fixed roast, greens, biscuits, peas and corn, chicken, homemade ice cream, so much in just two days. College really makes me appreciate food now..lol. I had a great time. I wish that it would happen more often. It seems like it used to happen more when I was little and that's something that I miss. But times have changed and a lot of people are gone to a better place now. And also when you're a kid you don't really have a good sense of time. But it's just something I wanted to get out, that's all... :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shewinkgold19:2095 2006-09-12T04:59:27Z 2006-09-12T05:00:37Z silence..chatter outside my window "I'm living on the edge out of control and the world just wont let me slow down..." ~Help Me Usher<br />*Sigh* I feel as if there aren't enough hours in the day..I'm constantly going I'm either in class, at work, or sleeping..I never have time to just rest and when I do get a chance it seems as if it doesn't last as long as I'd hoped. I think I'm in dire need of a vacation. I need to get away from it all. "I keep telling myself I'm living the good life.." and don't get me wrong things could be terrible I just want to SLOW DOWN...I feel like I'm going a mile a minute and soon I'm going to run out of gas...or get a flat tire or something...I'm already starting to breakdown..My sinuses are draining, causing my throat to hurt and I can only breathe out of one nostril..lol. I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop I guess. Things are going so good other than the fact that I'm extra broke in the bank. I just don't want anything to go wrong..and I'm afraid that something will if I keep going at such a fast pace...I'm tired. G'Night...whew. <br />p.s. I have a test tomorrow that I have yet to study for..and it's 12:58 in the mornin...help me!